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I Don’t Need Your Help!

As a society we are taught that you should be able to do it all yourself. If you can’t do it yourself, then you are a failure. But here’s the thing, none of us can do it all ourselves.

Everyone needs help every now and then, sometimes even more than we realize. What is wrong with us asking for help? It goes against everything that we are taught. We are taught that we should be self-sufficient. We should be able to do it all, especially as women. We are taught that we can have a full-time job and a family without help from anyone. That isn’t true. We all need to be supported, especially when we are making drastic changes.

Most of my life I have felt that it was unacceptable to ask for help. I needed to be able to take care of it all myself in order to be successful. All of life’s answers could be found in a book, or if you tapped way down inside yourself, you could find the answer. While that may be true to a certain extent, I also found that everyone experiences life through a different lens, and that alternative lens can be extremely useful in helping you to move forward. It may be that you work with a teacher who can help you to learn a new skill that will take you to new places. It could be working with a coach or therapist to guide you on your journey through these dark places to a place where the world seems lighter. I have tried both approaches and you know what? I was able to move quicker when I asked for help. Whether it was a teacher or a coach, they were able to see things from a perspective that no matter how hard I tried I wasn’t in that place. It also provided me with someone that I was accountable to. I had to demonstrate to someone that I had done the work. I couldn’t keep kicking the can down the road because something more important came up. I was truly able to work on myself in a more efficient manner.

We are all a work in progress. There is never going to be a moment where you are “cured”, but there is a moment that you accept your humanness and no longer let those fears hold you back. You can ask for help and know that you are doing the best you can. And you know what? Everything will be ok. The world isn’t going to cave in on you because you can’t do everything that you would like. You can only do what is important to you.

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People Don’t Understand What I’m Going Through

One of the most challenging aspects of being on the spiritual journey is that not everyone sees what you see. We are all at different stages on our path. Some will eventually see a different perspective and others never will. You know what. That is ok. We have no control over what another does. We can only change ourselves. We can modify our reaction, but who we are as a person should stay intact. We must remain the most authentic version of ourselves. For it is from this place that we have the most power and can manifest our highest and best good.

In previous blogs I have talked about experiences where I have changed who I was for other people. From friends to my job and even family. I wanted people to like me, and if that meant that I needed to do something or buy something for someone else, I was all in. Some would take advantage of it, but in my mind, at least they liked me. The only problem was they didn’t really like me. They liked what they saw, but that wasn’t me. It was a projection that I wanted them to see. As I have stepped into myself, people in my life have fallen away. My old job fell away and no longer served me. I couldn’t be myself at that job. I had to examine every conversation and what it was telling me. FYI, I still must do this as I’m still learning.

I recently spoke with a group about how to reclaim your soul magic. After the talk a woman asked me how my family has responded to my journey. My mom was there with me and has supported me along the way and joined in. She is a sounding board for my intuitive hits and a practice subject. My dad has taken some time, but is currently going through an awakening process. He wants what is in my best interest but has some fear about the path I’m going down. There are no guarantees on this path, but he is doing the best he can. He is more comfortable around the conversations of energy than he used to be, and has even attended a psychic fair and a mediumship gallery reading. Those have been big steps for him. The other part of my family at this point in my life are my two siblings and their families. They were incredibly supportive about my getting laid off from my job, but aren’t quite there about my new life path. There is a lot of fear and I don’t believe they completely understand what I do. While I wish it was different, I understand it. For years, I was unsure. I needed evidence. But there wasn’t any. I had to learn to trust. I couldn’t be afraid. That is where they seem to be right now. They need to learn to trust that there is a bigger plan for all of us. We must loosen the reins and give them over to a higher power to truly achieve our goals. Hopefully it won’t take them the same amount of time as it did for me. FYI, my journey began in 2011. But it is their life, not mine. All I can ask is that they respect mine, as I do theirs.

Your journey is as unique as you are. Clear and heal your own emotions and reactions. If you are willing to investigate the mirror and examine it, you will truly be on the path to enlightenment. Do you want to know more, click here to book an appointment or send me an e-mail and ask questions as to how I can best support you.

My Body Is Talking to Me?

Everything that happens in life, good or bad, reflects our inner life. What does that mean? We create our own reality. Our body and our world are mirrors of what we feel and experience. If we pay attention to the mirrors, we can change our life.

Let’s say you have gout; it could be a sign of unresolved anger. Vision problems can be an inability to see what is in front of you. Back problems could be a lack of support. All ailments have a meaning. Louise Hay’s book “You Can Heal Your Life” is a great starting point. It may not mean to you what it means to someone else. That’s ok. We can all interpret things in different ways. Maybe you are triggered by what someone says to you on a regular basis. All of these are clues. If you follow the clues, you could end up with a new life. If you don’t follow the clues, they don’t go away, they just get louder.

In my own story, I have been following the clues for a while now, but they don’t heal overnight. My eyesight is terrible. I can’t see what is right in front of my face without my glasses or contact lenses. In 5^th grade, when I first got glasses, you could say I was naïve. I believed that friendships would last forever, and people wouldn’t hurt you. It took another year before I started to see. I had always assumed that when school started, I would walk together with my friends, as we had the previous year. One of my friends began to play mind games with me. I couldn’t get an answer as to what time we would meet, or maybe she would walk with someone else. I have always liked to have a plan and school was starting in a couple of days. I told her my plan and figured that I would still walk to school with my other friend. That night, I found out that wasn’t happening either. I wound up walking by myself, but she knew my plan. We would meet at the traffic light, with her walking either ahead of me or behind me. She would talk with several girls loud enough so I could hear what they were saying about me. This practice was repeated on the way home from school. Once home I would cry to my mom and do it all over again the next day. This happened for two and a half months. I finally snapped. I hit her with a binder and took off running. I told my mom when I got home, but it was different this time. Her mother called. I was to blame. Her daughter would never do anything like that. By the time I went to bed that night I had also lost my other friend. I didn’t ever want to be hurt like that again, so I hid. I didn’t just hide for a day. I hid for years. I didn’t feel like engaging with the world until I was in 8^th grade. My vision continued to get worse. I couldn’t see all the people who I could be friends with. I could only see the potential hurt.

Today I still have terrible vision and wear contact lenses, but my prescription has stabilized. I still run through what don’t I see. I have some ideas, but that is for another time. I am a work in progress and always will be. My body and mirror have other lessons to teach me. Is there something that you can’t see? What is your body trying to tell you? When did you notice a problem in your life? Follow the clues. You can either be your own detective or I can help you. Click here to book an appointment.

Am I Awake or Asleep?

The process of awakening can be both easy and difficult at the same time. It has a lot to do with you. Me? Yes, you. How could it be based on me? We all have certain beliefs about the metaphysical world or as my Dad calls it the “woo woo” world.

We all move forward and slide back on our path to becoming enlightened. The energies of the world today make it harder and harder to stay asleep. The spiritual world is forcing you into a new reality. One that you can either surrender to or go into kicking and screaming.

The awakening process could involve an illness or a question of why does my life seem so hard? For me, it was the latter. I had spent my life trying to be someone who I wasn’t. It took me a while to start and put the pieces together because I no longer knew who I was. I had lost my identity. I started to read self-help books. One of the first books, if not the first, was “You Can Heal Your Life” by Louise Hay. Total game changer and if you haven’t read yet, I urge you too. I began to look at everything as a sign and something to peel away from allergies to ear infections, to back pain, to excess weight. More than six years later, I am still peeling away the layers. But, as I uncovered more, I began to tackle the question of “Who Am I?” I started to dabble in astrology and numerology. These gave me clues, but it wasn’t until this year that everything started to click. I lost my job in January and had a chance to decide who I wanted to be in this next phase of my life. The old me wasn’t there anymore and working in immigration law, while it helped people, didn’t seem to fit me anymore. I watched a Facebook Live with Colette Baron-Reid and Crystal Andrus Morrisette that changed the direction of my life. This was only 2 days after losing my job! I had studied different modalities but didn’t know how to combine everything. This was my answer. Coaching was something that had come relatively easy to me over the years, but I didn’t really know anything about the industry. So, I took a leap and signed up for a coaching certification program. Through that program, my life began to change. Things didn’t move as quickly as I would have liked, but they began to progress. Synchronicity began to happen. I met new people who took me in new directions. Some of the old people feel away. They weren’t a part of my new journey and others were inspired by what I was doing and decided to come along for the ride. Today I am not the same person that rang in 2019. When that flow happens, you are on your soul path.

My process was not quick and yours probably won’t be either. Where are you in your process? Are you starting or further along? The journey to awakening matches you. There is no right or wrong answer. It is what it is. It is as unique as you. If you would like my help in your process, click here to book an appointment.

You Want Me to Trust!

Spirit has a plan for each and everyone of us. Understanding and trusting are two very different things though.

I have known for a while that spirit has a plan for me. Bits and pieces have been revealed over the years as I have been ready to receive them. This year has been all about trusting that plan. Taking the leap to begin a business after getting laid off from my job. The idea of not having a regular 9 to 5 job like I was taught growing up has been a challenge, but trusting that everything will work out without a safety net has been a real lesson. Not everyday with this lesson is easy, but I am still learning to trust it. I suspect this is a lifelong lesson for myself and each of you reading this.

What is spirit planning for you? Can you take the leap and trust that you will be taken care of?