Desire. Up the map we go to level 6. Dr. Hawkins found that Desire vibrates at a level of 125. Desire is where you find jealousy, comparing, and longing. You can hear yourself say I want more, and I deserve more.
How often have you said that I can’t keep living this way? You notice how everyone else is living their life and wish that you could have that in your life. It could be about anything that you want in your life from the seemingly mundane to the life altering. What do you wish you had?
For so many years growing up, I just wanted to be like everyone else. I didn’t want to be different. I didn’t want to be singled out. I wanted what everyone else wanted. I would move up into Desire and then slip back into Fear. I wanted to make a change in my life, but did I truly want it. Not enough apparently because I would remain in the dream state, but why would I do that? The next level up from Desire is Anger. I didn’t want to be an angry person. So, I would fluctuate between Fear and Desire. I would hope and dream and then my fears would swallow me up. I couldn’t take that step. I couldn’t completely walk through that door. I had a desire to be like everyone else, but I couldn’t quite do it. In this case it might be because I wasn’t meant to be like everyone else. I would do it for a while, but a true part of me would come in and the illusion would be dashed. I was meant to be me and my path forward in this life may have similarities to yours, but it varies.
Other examples, love. I have longed and dreamed since I was a little girl to be a wife and have children. I’m still single and have no children. My fears couldn’t quite overcome my desire, until recently. I’ve been working on my personal blocks that have led me to turn down dates for no seemingly good reason other than the idea of how could that person possibly like me. I had to get angry and move up before I could start to become empowered. I might still be single, but I’ve finally started to become confident in who I am as person. My desire finally started to push me forward. My desire started to outweigh my fear.
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