Anger. The 7th level of the Map of Consciousness according to Dr. David Hawkins, which resonates at a vibration of 150 within the body. It’s the place where hostility and resistance reside. You’re tired and you won’t accept this any longer. The biggest advantage to this vibration is that for the first time you’re willing to stand up for yourself and realize that nobody is coming to save you.
When we are in the lower levels, we tend to want to people to accept us, so we’re willing to bend over backwards to accommodate their needs, while sacrificing our own. For the first time, anger is where you realize that you matter, and you won’t take it anymore.
For so many years, I didn’t want to be angry. I had seen anger and it typically ended with me being in tears. I didn’t like it and I wanted to avoid the emotion at all costs. I didn’t consider myself to be an angry person, but I wanted to be accepted. I would allow people to walk all over me. My feelings didn’t really matter. I would find ways to stuff them down. I had anger that I needed to release before I could move up to the next level of Pride.
This past weekend Mercury went retrograde meaning that we’re being asked to review parts of our past. The feeling of being taken advantage of started to come up. Someone I know asked me to do them a favor. I allowed myself permission to say no and stand firm in my decision. I felt badly, but I needed to stand up for myself and stay committed to my plans. A few days later I received another message asking the same question. I’m being challenged. Have I learned the lesson to stand up for myself and say no? No one is going to save me and it’s time for me to save myself. Is there anything in it for me? No, in fact I end up losing more than I gain in this situation. It’s ok to be nice and all, but the truth is that this is a pattern I’ve run in the past. I’ve allowed people to not pay me back. I’ve allowed people to take advantage of me. I’ve allowed people to use me. I don’t want that to be a part of my life anymore, so the answer is no. So now I move up to Pride.
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